Home?

I am glad to be finally done with my sophmore year in college, but I am having a hard time adjusting. I've left school, which felt like home to me. I had my family of friends and of course my fiance was there too. But coming back to my real home feels weird. I miss my family from school. They are amazing friends. I miss being cramped into a suite-style room with 3 roomies. I miss the noise. Here it is quiet and relaxing. I feel almost as if it is wrong to relax. My brain is adjusted to always going going going. Being still is strange. Already today I cleaned the entire bathroom and organized everything in it because I couldnt stand taking a nap...

I do have alot to keep me busy, although I am away from college for the summer. There is work this summer( I need 4,000 for a required trip to Italy + a MacBookPro) , and planning the wedding (which I am determined to finish the bulk of before fall). My mom and I will be doing arts and crafts to sell twice a month this summer at a booth for supporting Heart to Heart, so hopefully that will be fun and productive at the same time. This being my last summer at home I would also like to spend quality time with my family. My fiance's family has filled up my summer calendar already (which will mean alot of driving and gas money) but I would like to spend time with them as well.

I think I should seriously start obeying the Sabbath. God knows I need to relax.